COMING OFF TRANQUILLIZERS: ANN’S STORY
Ann is twenty-seven years old and was prescribed Ativan (3 mg) when she was told her baby was mentally handicapped. She coped well, but felt very down. After about four months, she felt increasingly anxious. Her doctor suggested she doubled the dose of Ativan. The anxiety lessened, but she had frequent headaches and lost her balance very easily. She thought she was run down due to increasingly heavy periods. Her husband complained that she was not the same person, and suggested a holiday.
Ann thought she might have more energy if she reduced her pills to half the dose. Two days later she felt very ill. She had diarrhoea, vomiting, nasal congestion, and a sore throat. The doctor diagnosed a virus. Ann had not slept so she resumed her full dose of Ativan. The symptoms dramatically disappeared. She recognized the same symptoms nine months later when she forgot to pack her pills when she stayed with an aunt. She thought it could have something to do with the pills, but her doctor assured her they were safe and non-addictive.
The heavy bleeding persisted and she was admitted to hospital for investigations. The ward sister kept the pills. Her skin burned, she felt sick, and the world looked strange again. She was sure it was the pills this time. Her doctor was kind, but said that this was unlikely.
A phone call to a friend, a Community Psychiatric Nurse, gave her some hope. He advised her to cut down slowly. Three months through withdrawal she noticed her periods were not so heavy and the sinus pains that had plagued her for the two years on Ativan had gone. There were times during withdrawal when she felt unwell, but she felt her old self returning. Her husband remarked how different she looked. It is now nine months since she completed withdrawal. Getting off to sleep, and palpitations, are still a problem, but apart from these, she feels well and is delighted to be drug-free. She is also delighted that the hair she lost during withdrawal has grown in again.
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